Oh my... just when I think I know what's going on... BAM!! I find out I had no clue, whatsoever. I've decided that I just need to stop trying to figure it out. It's going to give me brain cancer... or some other serious brain ailment. And I have limited function in that area anyway and I can't afford to have any other issues with my brain. So... I don't know. I won't know. I can't know. And that is that.
In other news, sleep has come back to me after a long absence. I missed it terribly... and have scolded it for leaving me high and dry when I needed it most. It is properly embarrassed and has asked for forgiveness. I think I will give it. But it had better not abandon me like that again. I think it got the picture.
My sanity and I have an intimate evening planned as well. I have let relations between us lag over the last few months... but I am fixing that. I have joined a riding group that meets twice a week... and where my horse and saddle are, so is my sanity.
I'm sure everyone in my near-vicinity will be grateful that I am seeking out my sanity again.
Makes for a much happier SweetPea...
Scouting with Sandy
4 days ago
Yay! Your post seems to me that you're feeling a bit more up-beat. Sleep helps a lot with the agitation and other negative emotions, as do horse therapy. I've thought of making a career out of hipotherapy, because Jimi helped me so much change my perspective on life. Horses are amazing. I need to start riding again soon.
ReplyDeleteI'm so glad you're doing better. Are things with you and farmer going well?