Last night I finally went and got my stuff from Rebel's house.
A part of me was very glad he wasn't home. I'm not sure I was ready to deal with that.
However, another part of me wanted to see him so I could put to rest all of the questions that keep bubbling to the surface.
It went the way it was supposed to go. The final thread has been severed and it is over.
I'm hoping this will be cathartic and that the sadness will start to ebb...